Oh Canada…

In the Great White North visiting my family this weekend.  Always a conflicting kinda experience.  On one hand, love, love, love hanging out with my brother and his wife.  On the other, hate, hate, hate having to face every single decision I’ve made and fear I have related to the whole let’s-push-the-limit-of-creating-a-business— at the price of an actual house, family in the same country and oh yes, my fertility.  There’s something about choosing a life that isn’t like your family’s or what they’ve known – it’s lonely, sad and are-you-out-of-your-fucking-mind scary.